this morning I had an early doctor's appointment. I was hesitant to go. with a little push from my sister, I went. and I sure am glad I did.
no one wants to hear the "you can't have kids" or "something is wrong with you" when trying to have children. I am afraid of that news so I put off going to the doctor as long as I could.
this doctor's office was pretty sweet. it smelled really good too. then I met my doctor and I felt like I was sitting with my aunt aud (one of my favorite people on this earth.) she assured me that we would walk through steps together and really made me feel like I wasn't crazy. and she LISTENED to me. I was glad. I feel hopeful. many more appointments to come but I am looking forward to finding an answer. thanks to those who write me and give me hope!
on the way home I called my dear friend jen. she feels like home to me. we volunteered at the sallie house in florida together. I fell in love with a little boy the first time we went. she told me today that he might be up for adoption soon. and you better believe I will fight for him. I can't think of anything better than bringing him to our house. he would be safe, loved and we would read lots of books together!
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This post made me cry, really. I am so happy that you found a great, caring doctor that understands and is there to help. And the idea of Adopting is truly sweet and special. That little boy couldn't have a BETTER family and home. It must be meant to be, really.
mommy days are coming soon!!
Tracey, I love reading your blog. It's clear you are meant to be a mom. May your journey to motherhood always be filled with hope until your dream is fulfilled!
It will happen. One way or another.
Tracey although I don't know you well I do know well enough to know that God put you on this earth to be a "mom" but that will be in God's time...please be patient and relax and breathe. Blessings
Isn't she the best!!
you are going to be the best mama ever!
A child that comes into your life in ANY way is still your child. Everything happens for a reason.
This struggle will be a vague memory in a few years and it will make you appreciate and love those babies oh so much more! love you!
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