it's up!

well, it's up.
but not perfect yet.
still lots of descriptions to add, pictures to fix and somehow figure out how to make my site faster. it is running really slow and that drives me NUTS! I hate slow sites. nothing drives me more crazy.

seems a few years back I would be super stressed about it and get a huge headache but have learned to just chill out about this stuff. because it really just doesn't matter and over time will be fine.
like last august, my site crashed for five days while we were on vacation. I freaked out. cried. then finally it was fixed (thanks to my brother-in-law) and I sighed.

I don't know why I am feeling more like these little things just aren't so important. I think I am learning (finally) to have some patience with things. all this not-being-pregnant is making me that way. because I can't have it NOW and I want it NOW and since I can't have it NOW, I am learning to relax. it will all happen (I suppose and hope) someday.

then I read one of my favorite blogs, nie nie and she makes me realize what is important.
family. health. jesus. friends.

just look at her family:


oh, how I feel for them. she is one strong woman!

happy friday!