today

I am about to leave to go to stitch and I am extra sad about it today. it will be the second time this week to leave cole to do so.

I feel awful. one day I can handle it, I feel really good about all I accomplish and the second day I have to do it in one week I feel like a bad mom.

I have tried getting up in the middle of the night to stitch or package. my body is so tired though that I mess up things or send packages to the wrong people.

I know I will get through it, I do love my job and tiny sprouts, but sometimes (well all the time) it is just so hard to leave this face